As you may have noticed I made my blog ‘unavailable’. I’m still here, I can post/reblog but my blog can’t be opened. Reason? Nothing much at all. You could say it’s because I’m out of the kpop world and I don’t look forward to anything anymore (in the whole net). I didn’t delete my blog because, well, I don’t really know but it’s now a memory or smthg, whatever. I don’t know why I made it ‘unavailable’ tho, that was pretty stupid and pointless. Maybe it will come to life someday. But.. I made this decision, a spontaneous one. I didn’t think about it, just one day I was feeling like ‘Why do I even … ’ and it just happened. I make decisions without thinking about others and yeah.

I’m sorry for those who requested things and I didn’t get to make them. I suck guys, I know. I don’t even understand it myself. I mean, I looooved photoshop (I still do but), making edits was becoming something monotonous and I wasn’t getting that feeling of joy. I was editing because people asked for things and it made me happy. People saying nice things about my edits and knowing they liked them and enjoyed my work, was really nice. I wanna thank those who said nice things about my blog and edits and all, it made me very happy and I’m thankful. But it got to that point, that point where it all seemed senseless. I wasn’t getting that feeling of joy anymore. It may be because I don’t like kpop anylonger and my editing ‘life’ was about it.

And yeah, you gotta love what you do and do what you love. I noticed I wasn’t loving what I was doing and I decided, I’m now trying to find that ‘do’ which I can love for life. Lastly, sorry for those people who I talked to here. Sad, angry, whatever. I did what I did and yeah. I’m selfish like that. I still got twitter for those who want to talk to me. So, see ya later…….. maybe?